总结

就这样，又过了一年。365天里，发生了很多，每一年的总结都会不同。
记得18岁那年，因为我的胆怯而使缘分和我擦肩而过，留下了错过的遗憾。
19岁那年，至亲的人离我而去，留下了无法挽回的遗憾。
20岁的今年，仍有遗憾。但却不再大惊小怪。
人，不怕有遗憾，怕只怕习惯了遗憾。
妈曾经说过，我最大的缺点就是与世无争。
这个缺点，到了今天仍然存在。
其实，与其说是与世无争，不如说是我自己放不下尊严，无法坦然面对自己的心，自己的情感。
已经忘了，什么时候将真心给丢了，也忘了将真心落在了哪儿。。
2011年，要将我的真心给找回来！

Beautiful Warwick :)

 Winter sonata feel....This was taken yesterday and it was a gloomy day:

 And I woke up to a brand new world today. Welcome to the World of Narnia:

Love the frost on the tree, but this means that I'm now literally living in a freezer:

And of course, ear-muff is a MUST before your ears falling off walking in the temperature of negatives..

我的梦想。。

是和我喜欢的人一起环游世界。
不一定是恋人，可以是家人，朋友。
这是个昂贵和不切实际的梦想。
但我相信总有一天一定能实现的。
在这之前，我会努力地做好我的本份的。

哦还有，韩国和朝鲜，请不要打战。
请不要毁了自己美丽的国家！

反正也不会死！

思考着未来的路时，难免会回看来时路。

才发现，我一直都过得一帆风顺，眼前总是有为我铺好的康庄大道。

但，我的路只铺到大学毕业的这个十字路口。

毕业后将何去何从，我真的一片茫然。

最简单的路，就是报读BPTC，然后九个月的pupilage，然后如父母所愿的成为一位专业的律师。

复杂点的，就是先报读Masters， 然后才BPTC。

但Masters in Law， 说真的，我觉得有一点“废”。

更重要的是，我是不是真的想要当律师呢？

我是很喜欢读法律没错，但喜欢读法律和想成为一位律师是不同的。

至少，我从来都没憧憬过成为一位律师。只是，世俗的眼光总喜欢为读法律的学生定位为未来的大律师。

如果真的扪心自问，我想我真正憧憬的是在商场上打滚。

或许是因为家庭背景的影响，我知道以我的性格我不是很适合吃这行饭，但这是我向往的未来。

所以其实，我又有另一个分岔路可选 －－Masters in Management。但是，实际考量，我不想放弃报读BPTC，毕竟那是个保障。

我想，这是我20年来第一次认真地思考自己的人生，第一次坦诚地面对自己的心，问自己究竟想要做什么，而不是应该做什么。

正如一般即将走出象牙塔的学生一样，我对未来充满了困惑。

其实我大可以瞇着眼乱选，怕只怕自己后悔。

所以脑子又突然有了另一个想法：拿一年的Gap Year。

眼前不是没有路，只是路太多，不知哪个才是我要走的。

朋友说过一句话，我很认同：你从来都不会知道你选的路对不对，直到你 试了之后。

妈妈说过这样一句，我很认同：想做什么就去做什么。选择什么样的路都无所谓，反正也不会死。

真的，我想我想太多了。
我应该觉得很幸运，至少我并不是在一个穷得等着我赚钱的家庭。所以，我有资格走我喜欢的路。
未来，就自己斟酌，随自己的心走吧！反正也不会死。

－－－－－

今天，朋友失恋了。

我从来就不知道失恋能让一个人伤得多重。

但老套的还是那一句：Life goes on。

真的，没有了他，我想她还是能过得很好。

除非世界末日到来了，否则这小小的打击其实不足以你用一段很长的时间来痊愈。

反正没有了他，也不会死！

对了，明天是光棍节，祝刚失恋的或空窗期的人们单身快乐！

单身就单身呗，反正也不会死！

:D

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有一种单身，叫做 “宁缺勿滥” 。。。

无意间看到这篇很美的文章。它美在真真切切地写出了我的心声，所以就转载了下来。 与所有单身的朋友共勉之。。。

－－－－－－     

总有人问你，有对象没？

     呵呵，没有呢。

     不会吧，不可能吧 ……

     其实，那是真的，不是没人追，没人要，只是没有合适的；不是眼光高，要求多，只是没有感觉的。 也许有时想恋爱，想让自己不再寂寞，可是那个人却没有,不想随随便便的爱了。

    有时候当自己静下心来会觉得自己的执着很可笑，为什么不去恋爱？为什么要让自己单身呢？难道是爱上了孤独爱上了寂寞吗？

    其实不然，因为有一种单身叫“宁缺勿滥”。

    他们对爱很专一也很执着,有自己独特的思想，能够坚持自己；在茫茫人海中只想找一个能让自己对上眼的人，也许在别人眼里那很傻，可是这样的傻只是想对得起自己的心；让自己孤独让自己寂寞就是不可以让自己随便和人恋爱；前世的500次回眸才换来今生的一次擦肩而过，这样的虚幻不去相信，缘分没有多少，要得只是感觉；不会轻易的去恋爱，不想去欺骗别人，也不想去骗自己，爱是纯洁的互相的，但如果一旦遇到那个他(她)就会坚持不懈，定下自己的心，绝不会花心，用心去爱。

    每个人心里都有自己另一半的身影的，就算是勉强找到另一半的你，难道在你的心里除了他就没有另一个心底的人吗？在心里也会有对另一半的憧憬，希望彼此的遇见是一个浪漫美丽的邂逅；希望他是你的王子，但却不会沉迷于这种童话的幻想，只想要那份属于自己的真实邂逅，不会去痴迷于王子，只要我的那个他，只是想找个懂自己的愿意陪伴自己的。

    当你有一天真正遇到那个他，两人的交往中绝对会为彼此设定底线，不会轻易越过；尊重爱情，尊重感情，尊重彼此，不会随便开始，但一旦开始，那么就会是最珍惜生活的人。因为他们相信爱。

    当遇到一个喜欢自己但没有好感的人，会礼貌而尊重的对方说“对不起，我们不适合”，尊重自己的感情也是尊重别人的感情，不会让对方浪费时间，如果对方觉得朋友可以做，当然我很乐意。但想要改变我的想法，不可能，因为他们不会轻易让自己妥协，除非你是那个他。

    有朋友说，现在的社会已经不流行宁缺勿滥了，应该是宁滥勿缺，可能那是对的，但我却不想改变，难道这样错了吗？

   不想像别人那样轻易的爱了，轻易的让自己不孤单了，当结束一段又一段情时不会有任何伤感，因为那样的人没有用过情，确切的说他们不懂爱与被爱,他们会对所有的异性都有好感，不会执着与追求自己的那个他，相对于宁缺勿滥之人他们会更现实，也更会在恋爱中保护自己，因为分手后的他不会知道痛的感觉，他们不曾为爱付.而宁缺勿滥的人不是这样，他们从不会，会将一段情维持很长，哪怕结束时他们会伤心、痛苦、难过，但却曾经付出过，不会后悔，让自己刻骨铭心的爱，是需要用心去等待，哪怕是用一生。

孤独，不一定不快乐；

得到，不一定能长久；

失去，不一定不再拥有。


－自【*Oo爱情咖啡馆oO*】－

那一线之差。。。

是羡慕，还是嫉妒？
是习惯，还是喜欢？


分不清，也不想分清。


我只知道很多人很多事情我都 take for granted，所以失去的时候，心里闷得一塌糊涂。


是时候放下那令人厌恶的傲慢了！

單純

因為思慮過多，所以你常常把你的人生複雜化了。明明是活在現在，你卻總是念念不忘著過去，又憂心忡忡著未來 ；堅持攜帶著過去、未來與現在同行，你的人生當然只有一片拖泥帶水。

而單純是一種恩寵狀態。單純地以皮膚感受天氣的變化，單純地以鼻腔品嘗雨後的青草香，單純地以眼睛統攝遠山近景如一幅畫。單純地活在當下。

而當下其實無所謂是非真假。既然沒有是非，就不必思慮；沒有真假，就無須念念不忘又憂心忡忡。無是非真假，不就像在做夢一樣了嗎?是呀，就單純地把你的人生當成夢境去執行吧。


-转载自面子书某篇文章－

神奇的场所

又一个狂欢的夜晚。

我从来就不知道为什么人们就这样喜欢去炸耳朵，去人挤人。

虽然不懂，但还是跟着朋友去了。

真是一个神奇的场所啊！

忽然大家都变得十分热情。

趁音乐大声得震耳欲聋时，不认识的彼此交头接耳地自我介绍，还很大方地拥有身体的接触。

趁酒精进入身体后，不是情侣的彼此贴身热舞得让人不得不以为他们是一对，触摸任何部分都好像是理所当然的。

几个小时后走出来，耳鸣得不得不问自己，其实我为什么要进去啊？

为什么要认识朋友一定要在这种不能够好好交谈的情况下呢？

为什么进去和出来的是同一个人，态度举止却截然不同呢？

不知道，但每个人都好像被下了诅咒一样，深信只有这个地方可以让他们得到快乐。

嗯，真的很神奇！

不禁想起《叶子》这首歌：

孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单

Wake me up when September ends...

And now September has ended. In a beautiful way. Time to wake up.
Well, it's not really as beautiful as you thought.
I never get to go Japan as I planned earlier.
I never get to learn horse-riding as I wished.
But it's good enough for not having any bad things happened during this summer.
At least nothing worse than what happened last summer.

So September has come to an end.
I'm flying off tomorrow - to the land I refuse to call it HOME.
But yeah, one thing to look forward is my brand new room.
Gonna spend a week or more to decorate it! woootss :)

Anyway, this is my third and final year for law degree.
Will write about it in my next post. So stay tuned.

At the moment, just a shoutout for myself: -

HELLO WAKE UP! SEPTEMBER ENDS. HOLIDAY ENDS. TIME TO SAY GOODBYE TO SUMMER AND A HELLO TO A BRAND NEW ACADEMIC YEAR!

Fate?

I have many friends.
At least I do think so.
But when I'm down, I can't seem to find anyone to talk to.
I felt so helpless. But I learnt.
I learn to be strong. I learn to overcome everything by myself.
But hell, I hate the feelings of facing problem by myself.
The loneliness and the fear.

I mean, people do get emo at times.
It need not be any big matter for one to get emo.
And since it's not any big deal, you won't want to bother your family members.
Instead, I just need someone to be there to be my audience.
But I think I'm not significant enough, for my friends to put down their busy duties and listen to me.

Conclusion is??
Quote from my mum - It's time for you to find a boyfriend!
Haha.. If only doing is easier than saying.
But someone told me, the more desperate you are, the harder you will find one.
So I'll just leave everything to fate.

Yes, fate. where are you?

Many things going wrong recently...

hope everything will be fine soon.
hope everything will not change.

And so..

... the "curse" I mentioned in the post below, has finally been broken.
Finally get to meet up with this guy. And had a nice chat with him.
Great time =)


Flying back to Singapore soon for work.
Have a nice week ahead everyone ;)

熟悉又陌生的他

有这么一位特别的朋友，对他很熟悉，也很陌生。

很久很久就知道他的存在，也从朋友那儿听过关于他的事。我承认，开始留意到他是因为他的外表（至少是我喜欢的那一型）。但从朋友那儿听过关于他的事，并不是什么好事，所以对他并没有好的印象，也没有想进一步认识的兴趣。

但缘分真的很妙。一个你并不在意或以为不会有交集的陌生人，某一天或许就会成为你生命中某位有意义的朋友。

后来，我们进了同一所学院。他和我读不同的课程，但是却和我另一位中学朋友同班。详细情况我有点记不清了，但就是莫名其妙地被传了绯闻，就这样和他牵扯上了关系。我讨厌被乱传绯闻，除了那次。哈哈！毕竟单从外表看来，他是我的那一杯茶嘛。我甚至曾经自恋地认为这段绯闻肯定“无风不起浪”。也因为那一段时间的绯闻，我开始重新注意到他。才发现，原来我在很久很久以前就有了他的MSN。至于谁先“邀请”谁加入帐号，我们都忘了，也都不重要了。重要的是，我们渐渐地都会在MSN和彼此聊天。在更进一步了解他之后，发现他并不像朋友说的那样不好。和他谈天也很舒服，渐渐地开始熟络了。

我说熟络，是很特别的一种熟络。我们在网上无所不谈，也常聊到深夜。但仅限网上。我们并不流行互传简讯。在学院里，我们也都只会对彼此点头附加一个微笑。

但不知从什么时候开始，每次上线会先留意他有没有在线上，或是不经意地等待他上线和他聊天。不知从什么时候开始，每次到学院都渴望遇到他，然后会不自觉地经过他有可能出现的地方，即便是只得到他的一秒微笑，都能让我一天的心情变好。

从电视剧的剧情来分析，这叫暗恋。是不是，我并不是很清楚，也已经不是很重要了。因为，我也不知道为什么，在忙着申请大学的那段时间，对他渐渐没有了当初那种悸动。后来进了大学，得知他有了女朋友，并没有太大的情绪起伏。我想，当初的感觉好像真的不见了。x相反地，感觉蛮开心的是，他并不像其他朋友一样，有了另一半就忽略其他朋友。至少到今天我们还保持联络。虽然他上线的时间相对地少了，但每次上线，我们都还可以无所不谈。

他可以归类成好朋友吗？我不知道。我只知道，他真的很特别。

特别在于，是他让我爱上星巴克的！上学院之前，我并不喝咖啡。我看他也没有想到吧，不经意地介绍我喝 Java Chip 后，我从此走进了星巴克和咖啡世界。然后，无法自拔。

特别在于，他总是在我没什么事的时候才上线和我聊天，总是那么恰巧地在我情绪低落或遇到高兴的事时不见踪影。肯定不是故意的，因为我并没有事先告知他，但就是这样刚巧。

更特别在于，除了几次都是我主动地传简讯关心他的现况外，至今我们都还只是在网上聊天。记得去年夏天，他在回澳洲的前几天约我去星巴克喝茶。终于有机会面对面说话了，但因为时间的不配合所以约会取消了。 也就是说，认识他这么多年以来，我还未曾开口和他说过一句话！你不觉得很奇妙吗？我们并不是通过交友网站认识的朋友，在网上可以谈天说地，在现实生活中却完全没有和对方说过一句话！！为什么会这样？？ 哈哈我也不知道。

无论怎样，感谢他曾经给过我一些美好的回忆。感谢他至今还是我的朋友。也感谢他并没有忘了我。

祝福你的生活持续幸福，我特别的朋友！=)

突然很怀念。。。

曾经拥有的时光。。
从前的生活。。

那时，我不是一个人。
现在，我必须独自承受压力。

很累。
很想放弃。
但不能。

曾经拥有你们的我，压力再大也有人靠。
曾经与我并肩的你们，现在又在哪里呢？


英国的考试，
真的会把一个人逼疯！！！

My twitter

http://twitter.com/yittze

Those who have twitter, follow me.

Those who ha not have twitter, open an account now. else you will soon become out-dated.

haha jk. But yea, since more and more ppl using twitter now, I am resuming my account.

So ADD ME!!

Kthxbyee :)

You & Me.

By Olivia Ong.
Nice song to listen, especially during exam period and when you stress. :)

Taking a trip down memory lane

Things have changed one thing remains

That they will always have each other

And even though those days have gone

They know here is where they belong

Theres some kind of magic in the air

Feel the warmth

That only summer breezes can bring

Sweet little notes of spring begin

Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time

Walking hand in hand

1 2 3 4 Cheek to cheek

And they're learning how

to do the dance

Let this love be forevermore

they say

I wish for this to be

true for you and me

Holding her close he leading the way

Out at the park enjoying the day

And you can tell they'll be okay

Feel the warmth

That only summer breezes can bring

Sweet little notes of spring begin

Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time

Walking hand in hand

1 2 3 4 Cheek to cheek

And they're learning how

to do the dance

Let this love be forevermore

they say

I wish for this to be

true for you and me

You will know how I feel now..

if you lost something twice.

Okay, I know I'm super-extremely-very blur!
But try focus on your works for few hours, then relax. You will find yourself very stupid in doing anything. The brain is just not functioning the moment you plan to relax. And that is the time you always will lost your thing.

I've learnt - no use crying over the spilt milk. The next one, I promise I will take 200% extra care of it.
Damn I'm broke now.

and sorry parents. i will earn back all the money i spent once i graduate. this i promise you. :)

随笔写。。

整一个月没有更新网志了。

刚和家人到中国和香港玩了两个星期。很开心，真的。但同时，很讨厌在最后一天再度离别的感觉。讨厌欢乐过后的那一阵落寞，那股感觉又要回到现实面对烦人压力的失落。

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春天了，是恋爱的季节吧！身旁的朋友一个个地谈起了恋爱。算算下，自己的年龄也不是很小了。至少已经到了该有初恋的时候吧。在加上处在异乡，特别想要有个人在身旁对我呵护倍加。尤其是在压力大时，想要有个人能够无条件地听你倾诉，替你分担。啊! 我的他，何时会出现呢？

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我们都长大了，中学毕业后大家都开始忙着自己的生活，为了理想渐渐地分道扬镳。有些以前蛮熟的朋友也很少联络了。最近尝试上网找他们聊天，发觉有些还是一样，虽然在不同的地方认识了很多新朋友经历了很多新事物，和我这个老朋友谈话时还是不改我们都熟悉和习惯的口气。 但有些，变了。变得很陌生。那种陌生是会让人心痛的。明明以前就是无所不谈的好朋友，几年的时间就能彻底地将那段友谊给稀释了。当你以为友谊是很坚固时，原来，友谊是那么脆弱的。或许我们都长大了，都不可能回到从前。正如大人不可能再花一个下午的时间无忧无虑地玩泥巴一样。

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这星期六和朋友到巴黎去。最近爱上了旅行，喜欢到各个地方看不一样的东西。喜欢旅行，也可能因为只有这样才可以名正言顺地将所有在学业上的压力给抛之脑后。。


假期快乐！

记2010全英赛！

人看羽球，我看羽球。人家严肃地分析着那些我听不懂的策略，我却想在看演唱会一样。以往看全英赛都只是透过大荧幕，今年有幸成为现场观众之一。我只能说，真的是大饱眼福。


话说，昨夜的疯狂，即使今天起床后还意犹未尽。很久没有这么疯狂过了，而且还是这么幼稚白痴的疯狂。


为了一个超可爱的羽球选手，我和朋友们简直变成了粉丝，坐在一个看不到比赛只看得到他休息的地方，等着他出来要他的签名。够白痴的。到最后，他并不理会我们，但至少有斜眼留意到我们。哈哈！ 我们负气地决定不要喜欢他，但到他上场比赛时却无可自拔地喜欢他。白痴！！！

还有就是，昨晚的复赛结束后，已经是半夜12点了。我们却宁愿错过最后一班火车的时间，也不想错过拿到马来西亚选手签名的机会。某副部长答应了带我们去见所有马来西亚选手，却在比赛结束后人影无踪。我想这本来就是他们平时的作风吧！只怪我们太笨，一再上当！最后，我们决定到一个从体育馆到酒店的必经之路等候。

结果真的皇天不负有心人，盼来了黄宗翰。他很友善，替我们签名还和我们合照。不久，又遇到李宗伟。一样的反应，第一时间向他索取签名。朋友知道他从槟城来，灵机一动和他说了一段福建话，结果他也回了一段福建话。碍于第二天有场硬战，他必须早点回酒店休息了。所以没能和我们合照。 但这样也已经够了，能够这么近距离看到我们国家的光荣。

在回家的路上，朋友说，李宗伟人真好，“逮”他拿“拿督”的，即使变成了公众人物，却一点架子也没有。打完比赛后有一大班疯狂粉丝向他索取签名，他即使不想给，也微笑着边走边挥手。在回酒店的途中，看到我们，也愿意停下来签名。

重点是--昨晚黄宗翰和李宗伟在我的纸上签名时，是类似握着我的手的（就，我拿着我的纸，他们拿着我的手）哈哈！！ 自爽-ing! 够幼稚够白痴lohh!

 黄宗翰的:)

李宗伟的 :)

大马男双选手之一- 颜德财的:)


记得最后一次这么"发俏"是在王力宏演唱会上。他握了我的手，让我高兴了好几天。还有在演唱会后，在他住的酒店房间附近逗留了很久。。。哈哈！没办法，王力宏的魅力真的没法挡！ 尤其是在看了他真人后。。。


话说回来，昨天真的是什么矜持都没有了。但人不疯狂枉少年！

Little thing that makes me smile ...

虽然不认识你。刚刚在寻找着《曙光》时，偶然发现你的部落格。在读过你的部
落格后，心里也有所感触。因为我的外公也是前几天过世，而外公临终前的遭遇
也和你外婆很相近。但你比我幸运的是，你跟外婆的感情还不错，而我就是和外
公有代沟的那种。现在反而才觉得遗憾，因为再也没机会了。不过，我相信你的
外婆在天之灵，一定会保佑你们一家的。身在外地的你，好好照顾自己吧！

Visited my old chinese blog after so long, and found this comment from an annonymous on a post.

So heart-warming.

Thank you, although I don't know who you are.

:)

My biological clock ...

goes up-side-down again!

I slept at 6am last night. But I still manage to wake up before noon passed. Just that, I have no moood to do anything for the whole day, apart from watching youtubes. The addictions towards youtubes is coming back again...shyt.

Anyway, I just counted the days, only to realise that tomorrow is the last day of CNY.What will my family do tomorrow? Must be another great meal with lots of gossips and good laughs. Well, it's just anther normal day here, as there is no cny atmosphere at all here. I didn't do lots of things that I would normally do during cny. Like mahjong with relatives. Like movies marathon with cousins and brothers. Like meeting all the relatives gather in my house and turn my house into a morning market. Like receiving angpaus from uncles aunties. Like wearing nice RED dresses. Like laugh like nobody's business listening to all the lame jokes by my brothers. Like house hopping with bunch of friends.  I miss doing those things alot. And also, I miss the fooooood. I miss the yee sang!


Okay enough of cny. It will be over like reallllly soooon anyway.


As for now, I have 3 assignments to complete during easter break. But foreseeing that I will not have the mood to lock myself in the room for the assignments during holiday, I need to complete at least one before the break. Can I? Procrastination please stop haunting me!

O.o

Life's wonderful.

Decided to delete the previous post, because I think I should not be so 'fui' on the first day of CNY.
Afterall, it's just a phone. If you compare to something more valuable, like life, like friends, like family.

I just realised I was so stupid to be emo over a phone for a whole night.
Life's great. It's wonderful and I shouldn't have ask for more, for afterall I am not losing anything precious in my life.
Especially my family.
They are always always the ones I treasure the most in my life.
Was talking to them this morning.
Mum said, "Aiyo..lost phone only mah, not boyfriend also...haha!"
Dad said, " Go use credit card and buy another one la...treat it as a gift I give you..!"
Brother A said, " Go go go search for iPhone, it's damn good...or blackberry touchscreen one...haiyorr you ahh, lost d buy again only la...."
Brother B asked mum to tell me, "Go search for latest google phone, Nexus or sth like tht...apparently it's quite good..."

Just when they kept passing the phone and talked to me one by one, my tears dropped again.
I feel blessed.
I feel loved.
I know I should not be down just for the phone.
I should be happy for I always have a cheering family.

Anyway, I am going to York tomorrow. Will enjoy my trip. And I'm using a temporary number now. Anyone wants it, please do leave a comment or in the chatbox I'll send u guys the number.

Lastly not forgetting to thanks people who are trying hard to cheer me up, especially Tuanleng. But I have to say your way of comforting a girl really quite fail la....cuz even he tried to comfort, he used his typical debating style to comfort...and you will be damn za dou...hahah but afterall, the funny way of his put a smile on my face. So yeah Thanks. (if you "accidentally" click into my blog and read it)

Thanks to Juanying, June and others as well. Love you guys. <3

Have a happpy chinese new year everyone!!

And Have a sweet Valentine's day as well.

Love.

Sometimes time doesnt wait.

But I've stubbornly waited.
Don't ask me how long has it been, I have no idea since when does the wait starts.

Snow falls, rain pours, sun shines...

I see cars moving, see the kids playing, see the dancer dancing on the stage.

The earth is turning, the world is operating as usual.

Just when I think everything is moving and so everything is changing,

No, something don't.

Perhaps,

I should be glad.

You are always there, never walk out.

Because you are always there, never even try to walk in.

Perhaps,

I should say thank you.

You are not hurting me, intentionally.

Because you do not even bother my feelings, unintentionally.

So just continue with your happy life.

And I will enjoy my current life as well.

So just let the world changes, with something remains.

And no one will get hurt in the end.

Because I have 2 evil friends...

Hereby,
Introduce you my new baby!

Queen Couture Day Dreamer Bag

I actually stole this photo form some website...because my camera's quality is NOT GOOD, or maybe I have no skill in taking photo...hahah

Anyway here is my baby,with really bad photo quality:

 

 

  

 

People might be wondering, wahhh since when Yit Tze buy stuff by herself? As you all know, I do not really buy myself ANYTHING except when with parents...haha. For this, I didn't intend to buy anyway. This was the story happened today:

 Was with friends in Selfridges. A friend wanna buy the JC bag so we went to the shop. I was totally fall in love with this bag but I was telling myself not to buy it. I asked my friend to buy it so I won't have the craving to buy as I don't really like to have same bag with my friends. But she chosen another one. Argh! Then the two friends of mine were like keep on persuading me to buy, and kept saying this bag was SO ME. Gosh how on earth I have these two evil friends!! So finally, first time in my life I bought a branded bag myself!! Of course, still by dad's money...Lol. Aiyah daddy mummy, I am treating this as a CNY present for myself anyway, okay right =p


I am satisfied now. Next week plan : SAVE MONEY. Spent too much these days=..=

Okay, time to study now. Enough of pampering myself. Have to work harder in my studies as well =)

大学生活。。。

        穿着厚厚的外套或帽衫在寒风中步行到学校、拿着手提电脑在图书馆里赶论文、拿着一杯咖啡走去上课的讲堂、趁两节课之间的空档和朋友喝茶聊天。。。这些，都是我在中学时期时对大学生活的幻想。而现在，这些都成真了。它真的发生在我的生活里了。我喜欢这样的大学生活，因为这种生活步调像极了那些小说的情节。这理由有点荒唐，但事实确实如此。正如我喜欢下雪天，是拜韩国偶像剧所赐。

        撇开这些无聊的小细节不说，大学生活真的没有什么，除了那一座山高的法律书本，还有做不完的功课，和一篇篇很不想去做的论文。你可以说我在催眠自己，但是如果只想着那接踵而来的压力，我想我应该在大学里呆不下去了。但是，我喜欢穿着厚厚的外套或帽衫在寒风中步行到学校，我喜欢拿着手提电脑在图书馆里赶论文、我喜欢拿着一杯咖啡走去上课的讲堂、我喜欢趁两节课之间的空档和朋友喝茶聊天，我喜欢这种大家都认为微不足道的却是我憧憬的生活。正是对于大学还有这一些些美好的向往，让我在面对自己也不明白为何要面对的压力和挑战下，依然心甘情愿的呆在大学里。

        很多人都抱怨为什么人生要那么辛苦，为什么大学生的压力那么大。其实，换个角度去想一件事，结果会截然不同。上大学的理由不一定是严肃的。或许我的理由很天真愚蠢，但，是谁去定义什么是愚蠢，什么是精明？

         找一个自己喜欢的点，做自己喜欢的，是最能够说服自己坚持下去的理由。

My current addictions:

1. Fireflies - Owl City.
I guess you guys should have listen to it before, it is so so so hit! ~And yes it is nice, it is a must-listen-song! :)

I'd rather to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to stay that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

2. Take a Bow - Glee Cast
I am watching GLEE at the moment, and I'm totally in love with this song. Apparently it is a better version than the Rihanna's, at least this is what I think. Haha...and it's now my message ringtone :)

Now it's time to go, curtain's finally closing

That was quite a show, very entertaining

But it's over now, go on and take a bow

3. 匿名的朋友 - 杨丞林
I am watching this series at the moment as well, nice series. And I love this song...very "got feel". Good job, 陈颖见 the composer fo the song. He is a msian singer, not a popular one, but is one of my favourite because I think his songs all quite nice :)

不能握的手　从此匿名的朋友

其实我的执著依然执着

却决心和你不再联络

不能我的手　却比爱人更长久

当所有如果都没有如果

只有失去的拥有最永久

4. 小星星- 王心凌
I know you must be saying that I'm crazy for "chasing" so many series...but yeah, this is a song from a series I recently finish watching - 桃花小妹. Haha not a very good one, but this song is really nice.....listen it:)

天黑的時候 　我远远陪著你
再小的闪烁 　也努力放光明
当有天我在夜空里面
偶尔被发现　

希望我眨眼 能感动你视线

Listen if you have nothing better to do.

Have a goood day.

Loves.

Announcement!

Actually it's not any important announcement.
It's just that,

I've decided to stop blogging on my chinese blog - 心境 .
I started this chinese blog at my 17th birthday. I appreciated this blog very much, as it recorded many of my life and my secrets of these few years. But now I've decided to stop blogging there as I do not really have time to maintain 2 blogs when I have mountain high of law books to read. Haha.


So this means that from now on, the chinese posts and english posts will be blogged in this particular blog, the "Foreva Princess" blog, by the princess. hehe.=)

Stay tune, posts will be up really sooon.
:)

Call me nerd,

I'm totally cool with it!


=== ...===
Constitutional test is finally over. Have been nerd-ing for a week plus. When I say "nerd-ing" I seriously mean it. Have you ever try to like really indulge in the book till the night time fall without you noticing, till the dinner time passed without noticing you were hungry. Gosh I've experienced it these few weeks. Stayed in Costa or library forom day time till night time, facing my laptop and the books. And surprisingly, I am quite loving such kind of life style. Even after the exam.

So, call me nerd. I'm totally cool with it. Heee!

Of course, need to relax also. I am giving myself a total holiday for this weekend. Will do nothing but just go shopping and watch series all days for at least these two days. Nerd,though wont be as nerd as the days before test, life style will be resumed next week.

:)

i hate exam.

have been sitting down and facing the book  for about 2 hours + and just roughly finished 1 chapter ( not in detail and leaving alot of question marks). ahhh. i am so so confused by this uk consitutional thing. if only i can choose not to study this module. but anyway at least i studied something. better than zero progress.

i skipped my lunch anyway. not in purpose. but really too int the book already just now. till forgot the time. award myself with 2 chocolates, and some fruits. to relax and i guess chocolate has the destressing function. no? anyway i miss starbucks now. i think i will have mood to study with a cup of coffee rather than being so dull just sitting in my room accompanied by the snow outside. help me help me. too much to study, too little time. ok i know i have been procrastinating all the time. but still, too little time!

gonna proceed to another chapter now. hope i can finish this chapter by tonight. so i can finish the remaining 2 big chapters and 1 small chapter by the weekend. and then start reading on the thicky thick textbooks to add in more info for the remianing three days before exam on thursday. perfect plan. not done by a perfect person thus hardly succeed. aih. will see how it goes. wish me luck.

and dinner time do arrive sooner. so i can watch my series while having my dinner. i need to reallllly destressssss man. ok ok enough. go study now. chiao.

When the Snow meets Chocolate ...

Slept at 8.30pm yesterday. Woke up at 4.30 am. Exactly 8 hours. Had never been practising such good habit in my life.

Well, this year is really scary. I mean the weather. Yes the weather is freaking. Keep snowing like nobdy business. The frequency is really out of my expectation.  This is what I saw from my window:

I love pink! white. Love the pureness. Love how it actually beautifies(got such word? ahh u understd wut i meant la) the whole country.

But I hate walking on the snow. It is so slippery!! Luckily I did not need to chase the bus today, otherwise I sure fall. What is worse is when the snow/water/ice get into your boots, and your feet are freezing, you actually can do nothing but keep walking and let more snow/water/ice to freeze your feet.

Despite having this love-hate-relationship with the snowy snow, I've bought a new phone today!! Finally.
Eh I've been loyal enough okay. I've been using the Sony Ericsson K810i for three years or more, I guess seldom have people hit this record nowadays. Well, bye-bye to the old baby...now here comes my new baby:

LG New Chocolate BL20

Paid £140 for the phone, with the O2 simplicity Pay & Go plan (simcard only). So £20 per months for 700 minutes and 700 messages and unlimited internet. I like the fact that I am not bound by any contract since the phone is already exclusively mine. So I can actually terminate the plan anytime I want. And it is an unlocked phone, which means I can use even back in Msia. =)

So yeah, this is my new baby. Please treat me good, will you? haha

Anyway I am sleepy now. Jet-lag again aihhh....Either continue my assignment or bang myself into my bed. Bye.

Because B is for Burberry!

Received 2 branded bags in my life so far.

One is the Juicy Couture bag, my birthday present from my friends in UK.

Another one is Burberry, just received from my beloved parents! :)

The '09 Winter Collection Burberry Nova Heart Bag and the Classic Burberry Wallet.  

Nice rightttt....!! Couldn't love my parents more...hahah muackzzz...
Mum said, if you wanna repay us, please lose weight! Hahaha yes I will!
Okay, maybe "3-minute-hot-temperature" only.
No no I will do it, if not it will be a waste to put on any branded stuff on my body!
heeeeee.....

Thank you dad and mum! A good start of 2010 by receiving an awesome new year present!
=)




Photo of the day :

@ Starhill. With mum and my youngest nephew who looks like the Astroboy! =)

It's ...

Happpy New Year everyone! 

Not going to do a long post for this. All the thank-yous and sorrys, I suppose people involved should get the message.

Last year(2009) had been a normal year for me, nothing for me to be proud of, except that I'm still surviving.
Anyway, New Year must have new resolutions. Right now I have only one resolution : LOSE WEIGHT! haha.. Don't laugh. Am serious. Well, I know I need to have great determination and motivation. But hrmm... I will do it! Deadline for myself - till CNY. And by that time only will I proceed to more and other resolutions.

So yeah, good luck to myself.

p/s: for my another new year post, kindly click here. 

And peeps, Have a great 2010 ahead! :)