Had a great Friday.
Celebrated Sheow Pin's birthday in Chilis.




RM24.95 / Dish. (So expensive....=.= )




HAha...
But had a great time there with S5 mates.
Glad that although never meet quite some time,
We still have plenty to chat and joke and tease around. =)



The whole group with the birthday girl~ =)


Han Xian (complicated). Wei Zhe (not available). Yit Tze (available) =P


Zheng Wei. ( see his mouth...LOL =p )



I never joined them to eat bak kut teh
Since I was really full that day.
The joker KokJet suggested to play badminton.
So,
Went to badminton with
HanXian, KeatHong, KokJet, WenChuan, KayHong, ChanYan.
At 10pm.
In Puchong badminton court.
Crazy right...
Played badminton so late,
Somemore with 6 guys,
I'm the only girl there.
LOL.
If my mum knows about it, she will sure kill me =P
But well, they are trustworthy friends so I don't mind go out with them.
=)



Tiring day.
But happy.
Great friends, I have.
^^


I used one day time to finish a japanese series.
Salute me, faster.
Ahahaha.... =D
The series based on the true life of a girl who was diagnosed with a disease called “Spinocerebellar Degeneration” when she was 15 years old, named " 1 Litre of Tears ".
I used more than 1 litre of tears to finish it.
It's really touching.

The girl is superrrrrrr pretty. Seriously, If I'm a guy I will in love with her. LOL.


A must-watch-series!!!
Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all
So should I " thanks" to Tick Loong for tagging me? HAha...






1. At what age do you wish to be married?
Err... 26 - 28 ... =)

2. Study hard or play hard?
Both. Play hard as life's short. Study hard so that your future can be guaranteed.


3. Who is the person u trust the most?
Family. Only them 100% wont bluff me, cuz no motive to. =p


4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Depends. In front of family and close friends, I'm confident. In front of others, or studies, or even love, I'm not confident.

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Hope that every dreams of mine will come true. This is a dream also right? =p


6. What is your ideal friend?
Wont be boring to be with whenever we are together.


7. What is your goal this year?
Be happy.
Be smart.


8. Do you believe in eternity love?
I believed. But after seeing quite many friends break up, I start to doubt on it.


9. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
Wahh... if I have all the time and money in the world, "what would you do" wont be a question anymore. Cuz I can do anything I want!


10. When will you feel sad?
When someone hurts me lor.... or when I meet something saddening.


11. Balloons or Candy?
Candy! Lolipop especially =) There's a memory of friendship =)


12. What feelings you hate the most?
Emo and lonely. Don't think anyone hate happy feelings right?


13. What is your childhood ambition?
Teacher! Lol...but after 6 years of primary, I felt that being a teacher actually quite boring=p


14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ahaha...Ermm..I believe some can love at first sight but some don't. Lol, fei hua.


15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family and friends. If I lost any of these, I wont be who I am now.


16. What is the most meaningful word?
Appreciate.


17. People who are going to be hated by you?
Bad people. =S


18. Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
stupid ugly funny lame DADDY. Lolxxx


19. Do you deserve to be loved?
Haha...nope =P Cuz I'm quite demanding=p


20. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
No. I don't think it makes any difference to make the day longer. The less time we have, things we do will be more meaningful.


Instruction :Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them at the end of the post.Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged.Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.


the victims:
Those who come accross this post. So yeah, you! Do it, okay? =)







Long time never tagged by people. Well, welcome to tag me...cuz it makes me has something to post up=P
Just backed from Mid Valley.
Watched a movie,
- Amazing Grace -


To my surprise,
It turns out to be a great movie for me.
I never even yawned for once in cinema.
Haha...

So I'm here recommending people to watch it.
Well, but I think most of you all will feel boring to watch this kind of movie=p
No subtitles at all, no special sound effects, no special visual effects.
Just plainly a straight forward flow.
But I just simply think it's nice enough~! =)


Amazing Grace.
Story based on a true life -
The life of the antislavery pioneer, William Wilberforce.







Good night.


=)
Be happy!


From now on,
I don't want to be an emo girl~!!!
I want to be happy.
I want to be a cheerful girl!
=)



So, no more emo post for at least one week.
hehe...
Must smile!














My aim for this long break :

~ Be Happy For At Least 7 Days In A Week ~











^^
There're some incidents actually happened around me recently.
3rd bro's ex-gf stuff, break ups among some of my friends...
All these actually let me think about this question:
What's Love?



When a couple are in love, they can promise each other the eternity.
But everything can change just in few months, few days or even few seconds.
So why promise something when something cannot be fulfilled?
When they are in love, they treated everything as "them" but not "yours and mine".
But after break up, every sacrifices they made, they want to claim it back.
Aren't the sacrifices made willingly? Then why claim back???


Huh?
I just don't understand,
Why something I believe to be beautiful and perfect,
It's actually so weak, so easy to be damaged?
I thought once you love someone, it will last really long.
Even when one day you break up with partner because the feeling is reducing,
You should still treat him or her nice, cuz he or she was the one once you truly in loved with.


So, what's love now?
Something which can be destroyed easily?
Or something which is everything in Utopia but is nothing in the real world?
Looking at things happen on my family or my friends,
I don't really have confident in the so called "LOVE" now.
Haha, but the world always works weirdly isn't it?
Still, many people talk bout love, dream bout love and go for it even they know it will hurt.

As for me,
Parents always ask me, " why still dun find pak tor o"
My answer will always be, " huh why so fast? pak tor many mah farn la"
Friends always ask me, " why still single lehhh"
My answer will always be, "single life better mar..less worries...haha"
But I think I have to change my answer to these questions now:

I am not strong enough to get any hurt by someone I really love.
I am easy to be sad, to get hurt, to think alot of stuff when someone treats me cold.
I am not a brave person, to accept promises to be broken, or to accept some cruel facts.
After seeing the risks of in love, I...don't dare to try. I just..yeah..don't dare.


Hah...guess I'll be single for a long time,
Till I meet someone who can really change me=P




Ahh...don't care la...
Love, is a complicated stuff la...=.=
Kay bout love, thats the end of it.
Now, back to myself.




Well, could someone just make me not so emo ar? =.=
I think nowadays I'm too free to emo dy.
Think of this, emo.
Think of that, emo again.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much.
Aikzz...
I should give myself some time to figure out something and make it clear.
Hrmmmm...



Sign off.
This post specially dedicated to mum,
although it's not Mother's Day and she would not understand what I writing here =p



Last night.
Went to Starbucks in Kota Damansara.
While daddy was busy with his phone calls,
I decided to camwhore with mummy.
And her action really made me laughed like nobody was there=P
Just realised mummy can be soooooooo funny and cute =)
She actually did this pose:
and this picture only sucessfully taken after few tries.
Cuz we kept laughing there...
When I was laughing, Mummy asked,
" Nowadays you girls like to pose like that wan mar...not mehh?"
LOL...cannot tahan dy la...haha




I'm glad I have such a mummy la...
I felt guilty for talking to her in not really good manner yesterday morning,
cuz I was not in good mood.
But she was like nothing, never blame me or what.
Yet still cheered me up last night.
I'm proud to have such a great Mum...
hehe..

Her daughter, and Her mother.
Thanks everything mum.
Love ya.
Exam finally over~
I'm having the long break right now...
Less stress dy, I guess=p
I can watch series without worrying about studies now!=D
But hrmm..I don't wan this break to be boring.
So, have to plan something to do during this break.


Anyway, Have to thanks to few of you who teman me during the exam period =)


1. Chan Jian Hao
- I know I'm stupid to actually find you to cheer me up when I felt stress.
Don't know why I will find you also..hahahha..
But hey, thanks alot...and sorry for wasting your credits =p

2. Khoo Sin Kuan
- Ahaha...seems like I comfort you more than you comfort me horr...
Lol...anyway, yala you did teach me a lilllll bit of math la...100marks, know you smart la=p
Hehe...Thank youuu...and rmb to find me out during this holiday..lol.

3. Others who always send me good luck messages....
- Thanks...^^


HRmm..
Have to say sorry to few of my friends...
I might be kinda ignoring you guys during my emo period...
Sorry but I don't mean to hurt you guys...
I know you guys won't blame me wan right? hehe....
Thankssss for caring me so much when I was down! =)






Finally, I'm done with A-Levels.
One and a half year's programme,
I can't imagine I can survive till now..haha..
I still remembered the first few days when I just entered college.
I thought it was boring.
I didn't like college life.
But I'm glad I get to know a bunch of friends,
Which make my life interesting~ =)




Wendy:



Yen Yee:


Joan:


Estee, Jass :



Xue Rou, Karim, Mark :





And,
Choo Lyn Pearl !!! :

My besttttt darling in college =)
Sit with me, eat with me almost everyday...
Chat alot with her...
And, camwhore alot with her...
Haha...
Thanks ya, for making my life not so boring..
hahaha...
Though we wont be in the same class again,
but hey...if you dare to forget me...
I won't forgive you...Lol=p

* don't cry ar if you see this.=P *






So yeah, guess everyone has own new life now.
Good Luck,
and Happy Holiday!
Take Care.
=)
The government has announced that petrol price will go up by 78 sen at midnight - a 40.6 percent jump from RM1.92 per litre to RM2.70.

Quoted from Malaysiakini, June 4.




I would not have "feelings" towards these kind of news last time.
But this time, different.
Hehe...Thanks to Taylors which let me have a chance to learn about Economics.
After seeing this news, the whole chain of effects occured in my mind.
Well, let's write it out in simple form: -



For Personal:
Petrol price increases,
Cost of travelling increases,
Cost of almost everything increases,
Cost of living increases.




For Businesses:
Petrol price increases,
Transport fees increases,
Cost of production increases,
Supply decreases,
Price of production increases,
Supply-side Inflation occurs,
Consumers suffer.
Firms who cannot afford the heavy cost will close down,
Unemployment will increase.
Social problems will increase. (crimes, suicide... )



For Trading:
Petrol price increases,
Transport fees increases,
Cost increases,
Export price increases,
Country losses competitiveness,
Amount of exports decreases,
Amount of imports relatively increases,
Balance of payment will be in deficit.





All these only do harm to National Income / GDP / GNP.
If inflation occur, Real income will fall, people will spend less.
Aggregate Demand will fall and national income will follow.
If balance of payment in deficit, govt has to finance it through borrowing.
Debts will increase, the burden will transfer to citizens.
Investment also will decrease due to the lack of confidence on our country.
End up national income still fall.
What make it worse is the occurrence of the downward multiplier effect,
Where fall in consumer spending,investment,aggregate demand etc will lead to greater fall in National income.
An economic slump, will be the end of the result.


There's rumour which says that the oil price will continue to increase in August.
And by 2014, we will become a net importer of oil.
No more fuel subsidies by that time.
So this means that, all the negative effects we having now,
It will be far more serious few years later.





Aihz...the conclusion is:
Life's gonna be tougher!







Well, I'm being too sien now.
Friday will be my last paper - Economics!

I'm revising it now using this way, since I lazy to flip through the book. =p
Anyway, good luck to those who are still in exams.
Oh and, I've decided to go prom, for fun.
HAhaha....
Hope to see a "white horse prince" there..lol..
Just dreaming=p
Nightz everyone.
Though life's difficult, but it still goes on.
imissu.
Just a random photo post. =)








Left: Corey Chan - teammate for years. Not really handsome right? but duno why so many ppl crazy on him=P
Centre: Yu Ling - Sabah's debater... Leng Lui right???!!! =) Don't ask her number from me=p
Right: Ahhh...me lar..=)






Yin Wei!

He's the best speaker in debate competition. A very good competitor and friend, he is.
He's a genius... Got ASEAN scholarship to study in Spore, and also JPA scholarship for his 12A1's.
The most important thing is : He's the first guy I 'confessed' to~!!! =p Through Fish Leong's "yong qi"..with the witnesses of all the audiences during comp...hehe...reject or accept, I don't want to tell you=D











Went to watch this year's national debate competition.
I just realised that : Wow...time flies, I've already away from my debate life for 2 years.

And now, we all have grown up.=)




This was way back to the first year when I joined national debate competition. Felt so honoured and lucky for having a chance to be the same team with those very "geng" debaters..Learnt alot. =)
Spotted me?? =D







So I guess, different stages will have different life.
Now, I'm in a life of EXAM~!!!
Kay, back to study now. ^^
Those who know me well,
I always Emo during exams.
=.=

Decided to release my stress in a not-so-"violent“-way.
Bloggggg~!!!
=)

So yeah...
Just done Math 3.
I thought I could do well in this paper.
Surprisingly, it was so tough...
Aikzz...
Somemore forgot to check whether the answers are in 3 sig. figure or not.
Careless + Don't know how to do...
Can't imagine the result la! =X
Math was always my best and most confident subject.
If this also can't get A's..
I really can't imagine how's my other results.
=(

~~

In the past if this happened,
I would cry straightly to mummy.
Don't know why...
Recently I don't do so dy.
Even whenwant to cry
I would hide in my room and cry.
just don't want to let family knows.
Maybe like what some of them said,
girls when grow up dy tend to keep things for themselves.
so means I grow up dy?
haha.

~~


Bro wanted to play dota.
So I sat alone in starbucks for almost 1 hour.
Playing my ipod and drinking Frap.


Emo session :

Holding back the tears, I told myself not to cry.
Cuz..
dai gor lui dy...cannot simply cry.
and many ppl around la...cannot behave like baby.


Uhh... but I've done so terrible in my exam.
I'm worrying about my future.




Ipod was playing this song : 绝不 张韶涵

你可以说我做的完全不够
(但不要叫我现在放手)
你可以说我根本还不成熟
(但不要叫我现在就回头)
常常惶恐不懂自己在做什么
未来太远太难太久
但我决定去走
就算是失败等在世界的尽头
告诉我这就是结果
我会从世界尽头继续向前走
i'll never surrender, no
就算是失败等在生命的尽头
告诉我梦想会落空
我不会放弃眼前任何一秒钟
i'll never surrender ,
never the end.


I never interested in this song till TODAY.
Suit my mood, maybe.
I need motivation, which this song did help =)


Well,
My EQ isn't high enough.
I can't force myself not to be moody when I know I've done badly in exam.
But I will be fine.
Very soon.
^^

Ohh and,
* Thanksssss for those trying to cheer me up. *









Now just hope I can do well in the following exams,
And pray for exam over asap...
I need my Colourful life back.
=P
















Saw lots of couples when I was sitting alone in starbucks.
Suddenly feel like having someone beside me now.
Someone who I can lean on.
hrmmm......
A bit envy those who are in love dy.
=)


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Tomorrow's Econ test.
And I'm still playing this..
Hahaha...