Merdeka Eve.
Me and bro decided to forego the chance of going Avril Lavigne's Concert
Even though we had the offer of getting free VVIP tickets from C.Peow.
Haha...Stupid right?!
But I've no regret.
Cuz the simple Bbq night held in my house, was Fun enough~!
I think everyone who attended felt the craziness of the boys right..?
haha
=)


As usual, we do things differently.
We drank alcohols in special ways.
We 'Mix & Match' before drink=P
And the end result was ...........






Someone vomitted from midnight till next morning...
LoL.
Due to the person's reputations,
I decided not to reveal who's the person...
And I won't post up videos taken that night...
So it's "Private & Confidential" for the details of the night...heheh=p
Kind enough la me...
But too bad to Zhen Lin, you missed the crazy part=D



To those who attended:
How many time left for us to have crazy nights like that??
Soon, everyone will be busy with own lives again..
I'm leaving too..
This might be the last crazy things we done together,
I'm glad I participated in it.
And I'm looking forward to the time when we gather again,
Laughing together while talking about that night.




Had a extraordinary celebration for Merdeka~ =)

To Myself

To Myself:

Quote an interesting poem:-

Why Worry?

There are only two things to worry about:
Either you are well or you are sick.
If you are well, there's nothing to worry about.
But if you are sick,
There are only two things to worry about:
Either you get well, or you die.
If you get well, there's nothing to worry about.
But if you die, there are only two things to worry about:
Either you will go to Heaver or Hell.
If you go to Heaven, there's nothing to worry about.
But if you go to Hell
You'll be so busy shaking hands with friends
You won't have time to worry.

Quote:

"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."
-- Martin Luther King, Jr.

Quote:

"Happiness is not an accident.Nor is it something you wish for.Happiness is something you design. Learn how to be happy with what you have while you pursue all that you want. "
-- Jim Rohn

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Yes.
Life if full of challenges, so what?
Creates happiness in the challenges.
Overcome it and enjoy it.
Life is too short for you to worry this and that.
Life is nothing, but how you define it.
So why define it by Stress,Boring and Meaningless;
When you have the otherwise option ?
Life is nothing, but how you treat it.
So why treat it as torturing;
When you have the option of enjoying it.

Be Positive.
Be Happy.
Afterall, everything is just depends on YOU, but not others!



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STRENGTH
Written by: G. Scott Compton
Copyright ©2004 G. Scott Compton

To the strong soul who learns to defy his or her own fears.

Life is a test insistent upon strength
Each person is challenged at analogous lengths
Yet the vie to subsist will exhaust the timorous some
For the Lord's race is imputed to all...to run

This is to avow: you must believe
As you are special...allow no one to deceive
For what you have learned will make you stronger
If only to love and be loved one day longer

Others may look upon the Sun going down
A vanishing hope, the benighted frowns
But you must learn to see the resilience of the night
As a testament to each given day...to your unforgiving might

Thus revere your kin and formative youth
Whilst both bleed one's vigor to nourish this truth:
Strength is innate and must be held deep inside
A rule in life's book by which everyone should abide

So tonight when the Sun has given up and retired
Look upon the day and all that which you have inspired
For everything you wish for will someday come true
Your strength is there....your strength is YOU!

I've been staring at the screen for quite long time before I start writing...
I don't know how to start this post...




Well...
Have been reading some smart people's blogs...
Get to know how well organised they are for their lives.
How well prepared they are for their future.
And also how mature they are in seeing things.
Yes.
Smart people they are.
Not only in academics but also in Life.
They are the ones who will success in the future.




Look at me.


What am I now?
I'm not smart in studies.
Average only, I would say.
People might say, No point smart in studies, but Smart in life.
But come to life,
I'm Stupid too.
I really can't find anything I'm actually good at.
Yes, not even one single thing.
I once thought I was good enough.

Hey I get A's in exams..
So What?? People getting more A's than you, and their future is even brighter than you.
Hey I know how to play piano..
So What?? You are sucks in sight-reading, which means you are not good in it.
Hey I play 'gu-zheng' where seldom people know how to play..
So What?? Grade 4 ONLY.
Hey I play badminton...healthy enough.
So What?? You Are Not Good In It At All!
Hey I'm debator and I'm really proud on it..
So What?? Come to real life, so many 'non-debators' who think things more mature than you!
Hey... hey...h-e-y...
Don't say you're pretty, you are not.
Yes I admit.

Hey~!
I got nothing to Show Off!
Compare to others, I'm Nothing!
This world is full of competition, and I have what to compete with others?
I tell you, I've live for 17+ years but I don't even find any advantages on myself..
Not Even One.
I'm such a f-a-i-l-u-r-e~





I'm getting less and less confidence on myself.
Enough of any "zat-ing" or teasing...
I really need someone to comfort me right now.
To give me strength to go on.
Felt like finding someone to talk just now..
But seems like everyone's busy having their wonderful lives.
True also,
Who will like to waste their precious time cheering some useless people.
Time is Gold, remember?
No one i can blame but myself.
I got lots of friends with lame jokes and full of "debate-skills" to zat me.
In fact, too many.
But when come to sharing and comforting,
I really wonder do I actually have someone.
Do I really...have...a True Friend.
Those who enjoy teasing me...Go ahead.
I've got no right to stop you all.






Confidence..
I don't have any solid reasons to persuade myself to be confident.













Night.
Walk Away.

Things settled.
Decisions made.
Leaving on 24th of September.
Will be back on 10th of December. (Maybe)
3-month-time, it's LONG enough for me, for a girl who not yet reach 18.
I'm going to miss all of the things, places and people here terribly.
Must miss me too okay! =)

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Brother will be coming back on 5th of September~!!!
Remember my previous post content?
I just wrote that I MISS HIM.
Then I received call from him at that night, saying that he's coming back.
I don't think he'll read my blog.
But, MIRACLE isn't it...
He made the decision of coming back right after I wrote that I miss him..
Is just like the God want to fulfill my wish before I leave. =P

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Feel happy these days...
Things getting back to the track..
Wish everything can be as smooth as now..

=)

I Miss You!!! Bro.
When are you coming back??!
I wonder what so interesting over there,
But realised or not...
It's been such a Long Long time since we ALL -the 5 of us + parents- meet together.
It's been ages since the whole family members sit down and chat together.
You've missed so many events..
And those events could never be perfect without your presence.
You've missed so many sad and happy moments..
Where all of these supposed to be shared by US, the whole family.

And I'm serious,
I miss joking with you..
I miss teasing you and teased by you..

-I Miss You-



=(



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Leaving...
Staying...
Going...
Not going...
......
......
......
Ahh..
I HATE Options..
I HATE Choices..
I HATE Decisions to be made by me!


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Hrmm...I should blog about my result right.
My result was... NOT good.
But just qualified la...
So I should satisfy with it already.

Now waiting for the confirmation letter from UCAS.
Then, should start to prepare and plan for my future...
Hope that I won't be emo soon..
And..
Good Luck to Myself.

KEZALIMAN

To : Crabby.
AHHAHA...=P
This is your "special" post...Happy?
I seriously got nothing to write lor..haha
Everything, we already chat and said during the dinner in Fish Manhattan.
HAhaha
Thanks for belanja me...^^















Wanna know who is "Crabby"??
The answer is :


SWEE KING!



The very perasan fella, the very funny person, the very SHORT guy...
Muahahaha...
I feel so proud that I taller than a guy~!!
=D




After 3 months, at last we managed to go out on your LAST day here.
Hope you enjoyed the dinner..
Happy Studying in Singapore =)

Yorrr...
Why everyone's asking me about result???
I know it's coming out larr...
So?
It's coming out and you guys don't need to keep reminding me okay?!!
Please la...
Talk about some other things but not result...
I'm enough of that!
Don't ruin my mood!
I'm already trying my best not to worry so much about it.
I'm trying not to get emo cuz of it..
SO PLEASE- Help me, don't keep repeating same topic.


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I want to watch:
Dark Knight
Sex And The City
The Mummy
and any other movies...
Why everyone watched without waiting me..
=(
Who want to rewatch? Tell me ya=P



Also,
Anyone need accompaniment for Breakfast, Lunch or Dinner.
Call me up okay~




I need to get myself busy
So I won't have time to think of something I don't want to think.
... ... ... ...

10.21am
I'm sitting in the HomeTown Cafe..
Blogging!

Yes, my one-month-working in law firm is done~!
I should be happy...
Should.
But I don't feel any.
I'm surprised by myself also...hrm...


One month is short.
But to those who knows me well
I never work before...even for a day..
So for me, working for one month already a big challenge.
And I'm here proudly announce that:
I've done what I promised to myself,
which is not to quit half way =P


This one short month is never short to me.
What I learnt within a month is more than what I learnt in the one and a half year A level's life.
Seriously.

So lets talk about Thursday, my last day of working =)

It was a great day.
It was not boring eventhough another Lawyer was away to China.
As usual, kept doing all the works and tasks the lawyer's ordered =p
The only difference is, it is done in a super relax mode.
For the first time, the lawyer sit with us and done works with us.
We kept chatting while doing works.
The lawyer even started a "Guys" topic=P
Then we had lunch together with the lawyer, using company's cash=p
After work..the lawyer shared her experience when studying law, and she gave some advices in choosing courses.


Went to The Curve for dinner, without the Lawyer.



Sakae Sushi was nice.^^



After dinner, went to Baskin Robbin for the 31% discount...


I'm lovin it =) *thats McD slogan i know=p*

Had a great chat with my colleagues....
Aikzz, I'm really gonna miss you all dy



Headed to Wong Kok for Birthday Celebration.

Happy Birthday, Mr Ooi Tuan Leng. *31/7/2008*
- The joker, the President of Emperor Society..the funny senior who never fail to pop up with some surprise ideas-
-Just can't imagine how he will behave when working in law firm..LOL-

Happy birthday, Mr Loh Zhuo Shi. *1/8/2008*
-The lame senior who always say something that I can't get it=.= -
-Thanks for always helping me in editing songs...hahhaha=p-



*I not yet receive photos...sorry=P*








Well,
Thanks for my colleagues and lawyers
for giving me a meaningful month.
Hopefully my August will be another nice month =)

The first Salary in my life! =)