To you :

There's too much that I want to tell you
But the time is just not right.
There's few time I want to confess everything to you
But I just do not have any guts to do so.

I am a coward
For not daring to admit it
In front of everyone,
In front of you,
Even in front of myself.
But I just trying to prevent myself from getting hurt.

I appreciate the friendship that bonds between us
And the time we spent together.
Now you have your life
And I have mine
The short but sweet memories
Might not mean anything to you
But will forever kept in my heart.

Friendship remains
Till the day you forget about me.
I will be fine and glad
As long as you are always enjoying your life.

I'm now writing this
To make an ending for it
For the impossible dream
About you and me.

You wouldn't know that's you now
But you will know somedays
When it's the right time for me to tell you
Who are you
-the one who, for the very first time, let me have some special feelings-

Take good care of yourself.


From,
Me.

Just a short post.
About my brother's open house @ Aidan's birthday party : -

~Cute Cupcakes~Happie 1st Birthday, Aidan!

The happy family=)

And me- camwhore in my brother's house.

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Well, here comes the new-born baby, Yi Jay ( my 2nd nephew).

Took it when he was still in hospital....Mum said he really looks like me when I was still a baby...hahah....which means this baby will be very cute when he grow up!!! =P

Anyway, My parents asked me to invite some friends when he's 1-month-old next month.....hrmmm I'm still considering.....should I invite? and who to invite?...ahhahaa

Starbucks - My 2nd home!!!! Hahaha....=P

I always go to Starbucks. Suppose to study but always distracted by the people out there and end up by observing what they doing. =D It is fun to see the way people live their life, the way they walk, the way they talk, and the way they react to some stimuli.

Today, as usual, I went to Starbucks with brother to study. While resting, a couple inside a car attracted me. It was not a happy incident though. They quarreled, I supposed. The guy hit the girl and the girl tried to open the door, but the guy did not let her out. I thought I was the only one who so "8" to see, but later I realised many people who passed by there actually looked at them too. But they still continued to quarrel. After the girl attempted to open the door again, the guy speeded the car away. What happened next? I wonder.

Soon later, another car stopped there. A couple were inside again. But this time the incident was totally different. They hugged and kissed each other like nobody outside there. Though it was a bit "yuckkzzz" for doing it in a place where public could see it clearly, but compared to the previous couple, they were sweet and lovely =)

Aren't couple should be like this? Aren't couple should tolerate each other? Aren't couple should not hurt each other? No matter what happen, no matter who wrong. I hate guy who hits and hurts girl, that's soooo not GENTLEMAN, especially when he is your boyfriend, the one you rely on.

HAHAH....even quarrel, don't fight larrrhhh~! Don't be so violent@! The world is messy enough, don't exacerbate it. PEACE, everyone! ^^

Okay back to study =p

Watch this video : Miniature earth.

Appreciate what you have.

And do your best for a better world.


Appreciate L I F E .

Birthday Post - Happy Version

I'm officially 17 now!!!
=)

Well...though this is the first birthday I have without any birthday cake,
But i'm still enjoying it, except for.......something made me abit emo=p

Anyway, Thankz for allllll the friends who wished me ~
- Through phone,sms,msn,friendster,facebook,blog,msn nick -
Some really surprised me as I don't expect them for remembering my birthday.
THANK YOU~!!!! ^^

And special thanks for those who gave me presents ~

Parents - Titus Watch
*My fav watch brand*

Eldest bro and sis-in-law - Perfume and bookmark
*Weird combination..haha*

Second bro and sis-in-law - some Roxy stuff

*My sis-in-law said it is out of stock..means I will only get it tomorrow or later than tomorrow...*

Cousin sister - Mashimaro

*My FAVourite cartoooooon =) *

Zheng Wei and Jian Hao- necklace
*What a "sincere" present..lol*

Yee En - What's this call? see the pict.
*Really surprise that you bought me a present=p*

Khai Rong - Lol I still duno wuts it...
*Will only get it when I see him next time....*

Oh, and Thankz to Terence for playing me 2 nice songs...=)

Yeapp, the presents are nice =)



I really appreciate them.
Love you guysssss lotzzzz^^
= Hugssss =
^^

-That's all for the day-





Take care.

Birthday Post - Emo Version


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A special day for me


is just another normal day for you.

Pause my blog song and see this video clip~!!!

5S5 Pangkor Journey Clip




I actually laughed out while watching this video.
Lots of memories came back to my mind again....seriously.
I miss all of you!!!
I miss the Pangkor Trip'06!!!
I miss 5S5!!!


I miss the Perfect Team ~

KT: Tan Zheng Wei
PKT: Koh Yit Tze
KK: Chong Kah Kit
Bendahari: Lee Wen Chuan
Members :S5 Crew



Once again, S5 RoX!!!!!!!^^

SALSA!

Since Corey posted about the Salsa trial class...I would like to blog about it too =P

Last Friday, I have done something which I never even thought of doing it before-Dancing!

HAha.. I was dragged by a whole group of friends for a Salsa dance class. The main purpose for them, especially for the few guys, is to see leng lui~which I'm not interested in larrr!!

At first I thought we went there just to "SEE" them dance. After reached there only I know we actually had to dance too..=.= But what to do....already reached there.Well, the whole class was not bad...at least not as boring as I thought. After the class, we had dinner with the instructors and other newbies there. Basically, it was a not-bad-experience.

I've learnt something from the class. In Salsa, the guy must lead the girl. I had the opportunities to dance with different partners that day, and I realised that different guys will lead you differently. You will feel comfortable if the guy lead you well, or otherwise. However in real life, should girls lead by guys too?? I doubt so. In fact, girls shouldn't trust guys so easily till willing to let any guys to lead them in life.

And another thing, you can say i'm quite traditional minded or I'm not open enough, but I just don't feel right to have such a close contact to guys while dancing, even if he is a stranger. There was once when a guy asked me to look at his eyes while dancing, and made me soooooo damn embarrasing~! =p But seriously, holding guys hands, letting them to touch your back, and letting them to lead you dance as if you gave yourself to the guys, really made me feel not very comfortable, especially when I didn't even know the guy! But it would be different if your partner is your bf/gf,someone you really really trust in. I can imagine how sweet it will be if dance with someone you truly love. =)

So in conclusion, will I continue the dancing lesson? HAhaa...the answer is :

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TuanLeng, Corey, YeeCheng, ChiewMin, Jolene,

You go I go lorhh~!

=D

第一次
不那么喜欢下雨天
忽冷忽热的感觉
我
厌倦了
那是你的无心
还是你根本不在乎
。。。




是我太敏感了吗
对于你的一言一行
我都会在乎
可你
似乎对我的一切
只有敷衍的关心
原谅我的烦
我已渐渐失控
。。。




够了
别再折磨我了
给我一个明确的答案
好吗
？







*
在我无助的时候
最需要的是你的支持和陪伴
在我难过的时候
最希望的是你的呵护和安慰
但你
应该不会这样做吧。。。
因为
我不值得你这样做。。。
我知道，我不是你心中的公主。
至少围绕在你身边的女孩条件都比我好。
但面对你，我无法掩饰自己的情感。
思念你。。。
*







- noʎ ssıɯ ı -

UPSR - 7 Subjects
PMR - 8 Subjects
SPM - 13Subjects
After gone through so many heavy examinations,
I was so excited to enter the College life which I thought would be a "relax life".

However,
Life is never easier,
Few more weeks ( Prob 2 weeks) later,
I'll sit for AS exam,
which is the hardest exam I have in my life so far.

Econs
Math
Law
Socio
Thinking Skills

There's only 5 Subjects
And these subjects seems easy..
But it is NOT~!!!

I'm worrying....
What if I can't score well for this exam?
I mean score very well??
I know it is not the end of the world...
But....
Having poor grades will definitely affect my future.


Among all the subjects,
Socio is the worst.
I regret choosing this subject.
It might be the subject's problem,
or the teacher's problem.
or my problem.
But I just cant conform with it...
No matter how hard I've tried,
The result I get will never be satisfying.
No one is able to help me...
I feel so helpless..
...........
But welll.......
I choose this road myself...
I can't blame on anyone.
What I can do is.....Stay strong and go on.
Though some might think that I'm a bit stupid
for not dropping it...
But,
I can't, and I won't give up so easily..








I need strength....
I seriously need it.