I am still me.:)

Yes. No change. And not gonna change.

21 years of single life, so what? I'm not going to get a bf just to prove that I still have a market.
21 years of single life, and I still believe that I will find the right one sooner or later.
Screw all the views and comments on me.
I will still remain as who I am.
I do not think the principles I'm holding, nor the behaviour I have now, is wrong.
So continue to laugh or look down at me.
I care no more.

Smile, for a better tomorrow.

Smile, for you are still breathing.

Smile, for you are loved by your family no matter what.

Wth's wrong with me.

Confidence crisis. Don't want to admit it, but yes, it is happening on me now.

Friends no longer treating me as good as they did last time.

My so called close friends, disappoint me more.

Some told me not to look for a mr. perfect as I won't be qualify as their ideal girl.

Some told me not to be so close-minded, before more and more friends leaving me.

Some even look at me as nothing but a rich girl, which I hated the most.

Things are all going against my wish.

Guess I've taken too many things for granted last time.

Thought time would turn me into a tough girl, but hell no. I'm not.

Tell me not to care about how people look at you? seriously, if only I were the GOD.

Friendships that I once proud of. Now no more.

Confidence that I once not to worry of. Broken.

yes I'm emo now. So just dont mess with me until I sort something out.

Khxbye.

终于，我是英国法律系毕业生。

        凌晨4。25 分，睡不着觉。我想大概又是时差在作怪吧！躺在床上没事做，于是又爬起身，记录一下最近发生在我身上的大事。

        没错，在21岁来临之前，我完成了人生的一个阶段。2011年7月18日，我大学毕业了。

    








        时间过得真的很快，三年一晃就过了。还记得三年前，初进英国华威大学，我还不敢相信自己已经是个大学生了。三年后的今天，我从这所大学毕业，反过来不敢相信自己已经不是个大学生了。

        记得在求学的那段时间，发现自己的英文无法像其他同学一样流利，便开始自卑了起来，还埋怨为什么父母从小不让我受英文教育，一味地让我接受中华文化的熏陶。看着来自世界各地的法律系朋友，个个的父母不是大学士就是大律师，我还一度埋怨为什么自己的父母连一个简单的英文句子都拼不出来，学习遇到任何问题都无法向他们求助。后来我发现，父母没有受过高等教育未尝不是一件好事，至少他们并不会严苛地要求我一定要站在最顶端。压力大找父母倾诉时，他们会安慰我。相比某些朋友的父母施予他们的压力，我觉得自己很幸运。记得妈妈在三年里在电话中最常讲的话就是 － “当自己实力不如人时，就比人家努力十倍。但是，不要给自己太大的压力。只要尽了力，就好！”。乍听之下，有点矛盾，但却是伴我大学三年的座右铭。

        的确，我并不是拿着最优异的成绩毕业。但能够毕业，我真的为自己感到骄傲。骄傲的是，三年的努力终于得到了成果。更加骄傲的是，三年的洋墨水，并没有让我放弃我做人的原则。至少，一个人在充满诱惑的环境独自生活了三年，吸烟喝酒逛夜店的恶习，我一个也没染上。

        毕业了。不单只是那张英国法律文凭，更重要的是，我得到了，也学会了很多很多的东西。很多，只有在外国的这三年才获得的东西。我很感谢父母，给予我家庭的温暖，给我全力的支持。很老土也要说一声：谢谢！我终于，有一件事能够让您们以我为荣。